23 5 / 2012
This is me. Lol. I have hidden spots.
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23 5 / 2012
Ohmygosh. Everything has been absolutely insane. Business is.. unbelievable. So stressful and frustrating but it’s the best thing I’ve ever done in my whole entire life.
So many things to write but I really should get back to working so I’m gonna tryyy to keep it short, lol.
It’s amazing when one of the peeps you mentor sends you a random text saying, “you’re amazing.” Frankly, I don’t even really know what I do. It’s also great too when they tell me or show me something that would make me proud and I don’t give them the whole satisfaction of seeing me super proud because I feel they have to keep working for that so I just smile and nod my head and tell them good job but once I turn around, they’d be surprised if they ever found out I’m smiling from ear to ear because I am just so DAMN proud. Seriously.
I gave a speech and I finally had people screaming during. I’ve had people holler after, but not really during. I was surprised. Honestly, before almost every time I’m on stage, the room spins. I’m so nervous and public speaking has always scared the crap out of me.. I’m just glad I’m still able to get my messages across.
Tonight, someone said my organization is the fastest growing company there. Fucking awesome. I worked hard for that. I still am. Super hard.
Anyway, everything else besides the biz is good. A little chaotic with friends being chaotic but I’ve learned to not attach myself. When they go crazy emotionally, I’m always stepping out of the loop now. They got me so down for about a month because of their ish. Lol. I’ve just learned to disengage when I need to. I can’t have my focus taken from the business right now. Love them though.
Oh, I’ve been meaning to make a note of this, but I roll with a good-looking peeps. I was looking around one time and I was like, “Damn. They look GOOD.” I don’t know why I’ve never really realized that… Hmm.
Anyway, that’s it for now. Peeps are texting like crazy (at this hour -_-) and I’ve gotta finish up stuff.
Gnight folks.
